Archive for January 29th, 2008
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Ok let me be the first to say that sometimes we all deserve a little treat. Even when we are trying to eat healthier and lose weight. I think from time to time enjoying something that makes us happy is ok, as long as its just every once in a while not every 8hrs. Now with that said I want a Milky Way! Its that time of the month for me and i want chocolate. This is a huge step because normaly i want a keg of coke and 10 chocolate cakes so wanting just one little Milky Way is super awesome. I even made sure to leave enough calories and carbs available in my daily intake. I asked brad to get me one on my way home, he had school tonight so i sat there waiting on him every now and then thinking about how awesome it was going to be to enjoy it. I havent had hardly any chocolate in 3 weeks. The chocolate i did have really shouldnt be called that since its was a SMART ONES dessert thing, which you have to microwave and try to enjoy your semi defrosted “cake” which only takes 3.5 bites to finish. And i was actually ok with that. I havent even(by some awesome miracle) craved anything that i normally eat, i even passed up King cake at Brads birthday dinner!!! I THINK I DESERVE A FREAKING MILKY WAY !!! Do you think he got it? NO he did not, and why do you think he didnt get it. Was it because he wishes death on himself?… NO! Was it because he is just dumb?… NO! It’s because for so long he has wanted me to do this, finally take charge of my weight and become thinner and now that I am he is making sure i dont “slip” he has become the Hitler of the diet world!!! Now if he wanted it, we would have a freezer FULL!!!!
Yes i know i sound rude, and very negative and ungreatful that i have lost 19lbs. I am SOOO greatful and have no thoughts or returning back to that way… With that said, i still want a Milky Way!!!
