Remeber This…

Ok so my mom came in this weekend… Which i so enjoy, i really realize how much i miss seeing her on a regular basis when she comes in… I wish she lived here or stayed longer atleast when she came in! Well my sister is preggo and i wanted to take some pictures of us together with mom and then some of the kids with her since i dont have any recent ones of all of us and none of her with Casey big and preggo and i cant find my camera ANYWHERE!!! Its lost, i pray it didnt get thrown out with something while we were unpacking boxes! The last time i saw it was on our table and it got moved from there and thats where i go blank! Its so unlike me to just leave it out like that not in a place i will remember because i use it ALOT!!! Im so bummed…. I mean sure i can buy another one if i dont find it but i have alot of pics on my card!!! I told brad we were gonna do some MAJOR searching in a little bit… We shall see if we can find it!!! BLAH! it would be so my luck if it got thrown out….

I watched the last episode of Grey’s with brad earlier and cried again! LOL and i remembered while watching it that i wanted to find that song that plays at the end of the episode when Izzy feels Denny! So i got on here and found it… Ok its called “SWAN” by Unkle Bob(strange)! I actually had an uncle bob! LOL Anyways…

Im off to camera hunt!!!

Ok so its not secret that i struggle with my weight. Ive tried several times for several years to get this weight off but have yet to do so… So ive decided to do a lil challenge and hopefully it brings success i will continue to do well. One of my biggest issues with weight-loss is i expect to much to happen in a short period of time. I never take it a day at a time. WELL we are going to be taking Easter family pictures this year and i really would like to be a little lighter by then, maybe a size smaller then i am now… Just so i would feel better about taking them. So that’s my challenge, to try and lose 1 dress size by Easter Pic time! I will be scheduling them for the last week in March…. WOOHOOO!!!

 (disclaimer: im sure there will be MANY rants/vents about this during this time, so just beware!lol)

Oh how i love Greys Anatomy man!!! AHHH it was so good, i mean we all knew she wasnt going to die and even kinda figured it would be her mom who passed so that wasnt a shocker but OH MAN it was good! My all time fav part was the end when Izzy and Denny felt each other! Oh man i sobbed, i wish he wouldnt have died! Me and Laura were “chatting” about it a few minutes ago discussing how sad we were to be talking about it so much! LOL Ahh oh well WE LOVE IT!!!! I know we are SO not alone so thats comforting! LOL

My Mom is coming in tomorrow, YAY!!! Her first time to be here since we moved, cant wait…. So Mardi Gras has come and gone and i cant believe i didnt even go to the parade or anything. I just really was to tired i guess to drag my kids out there and do all that without brad there to help with “crowd control”… Ahh, always next year!

We are finally trying to “settle” in. Its been a LONG weekend thats for sure! We still have a lot to weed through but its slowly getting there. Payton is having the hardest time, he keeps saying he wants to go “home” and as much as ive tried to explain to him or tried to fix his room up he still every now and then will ask when we are leaving!   I know it will take some time but talk about make you feel like a crap mom! Lately i feel so “blah” has alot to do with whats all going on in our lives right now but i cant help but feeling it! Well Im gonna go for now…

Well tonight is our last night in our house, and im actually a lil more sad then i thought i would be. This was our first house, and even though we were only here a short time it was still our first. We had such high hopes for this place . We’ve had birthday’s,Christmas’s, fights, laughs, alot of memories in this short span. I know in my heart of hearts this is the right thing for us, but it still doesnt stop me from beind sad about it…

Well im off to pack some more stuff, next time i write on here it will be from the new place!

Payton made this for me today at school! He was so proud… lol

Hope you all have a great one! I wasnt expecting much this year, my dear hubby works nights right now so I knew our day wasnt going to have much in it… He is sleeping, I am packing! but to my suprise i woke up this morning to this…

 Simple yes but sooo sweet! The card was so sweet too… (excuse the cell phone pic, my digital batteries were to low)… Anyway, im off to finish packing. Just wanted to share what my sweetie did!   HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! XOXO

I have really been feeling that way lately(in a healthy way). I think it has alot with us moving and wanting to create this “fresh, new improved, we can do it!!!” start! But i dont just want to do it just with “stuff” but with negativity, people, attitudes, situations, etc…  Im just so tired of feeling weighed down by JUNK… Im ready to feel FREE, and by getting rid of alot of stuff moving i think thats just the start we need. We really want to start a new in so many ways, and i think we can. No i KNOW we can! I think alot of whats happened in the last two weeks is going to help in that situation as far as the “people/attitude” part goes. “God works in mysterious ways” AMEN, AMEN!!!

  Also once we get settled in, im gonna start scrappin again. I really loved it the little bit i did get into it, and i really want to do it the way i had imagined. Things just got a little carried away when i was working at the shop, but now that, that is over with i will be able to “explore” my creativity alot more! Make some more time for ME! ALSO gives me excuses to go have fun with Laura! HA HA 

Ok not really, i dont think i ever will fly, but we DID find a place and we are moving ASAP!!! Its a very nice place too, cant wait to be done.

I am currently unemplyed! AGH, i cant believe it really… Its all very sad. Now i have to go out and find a “real” job with people i dont know! I hate that, among other things about the situation. Its been a crazy week thats for sure. You know how sometimes you really dont want things to go one way but you already know its bound  to happen due to the circumstances, that was this situation. And it SUCKS!  

Update on the moving mess, we are still currently looking for a place to live… We have looked at a few places, but are planning on doing alot more looking tomorrow since now i am off during the day! Brads starting to get really frustraited about it… Its kinda strange normally im the one rushing and he is telling me to give it time, now its the other way around!!! Kinda funny…lol

I desperitly need a “mental/spirit” vacation i feel so run down, its very numbing. BLAH! Kids are being “kids” spring cant get here soon enough they are going stir crazy! Its actually been very nice here for 3 days but its still so wet you cant take them out and just when things are almost dry GUESS WHAT, rain is on its way! Always the way …